The Mess He Made
A film by Matthew Puccini
A Man Spends 15 Minutes Waiting for the Results of a Rapid Hiv Test in a Small-Town Strip Mall.
Director
Matthew Puccini
Co-Produced by
Tyler Rabinowitz & Matthew Puccini
Director of Photography
Brandon Roots
Cast
Max Jenkins
Featuring
Maya Piel, Zenzi Williams, Andrew Raia, Will Krisanda, Jack Sochet, Sean Higgins
Editor
Henry Hayes
Production Designer
Christina O'Neil
Sound Design
Will Mayo, Arjun Sheth
Music
Emma Kate
Casting
Freya Krasnow
Foley Artist
Joanna Fang
Assistant Director
Edgar Nevarez
Production Manager
Chloe Jury-Fogel
Gaffer
Robert Newman
1st Assistant Camera
Renee Mao
2nd Assistant Camera
John Carges
Key Grip
Levi Sherman
Sound Mixer
Brian Blum
Boom Operators
Nick Dalessio, Brian Ryu
Director's Statement
This is a film about getting tested for HIV in 2017 -- two decades after President Clinton announced that finding an effective vaccine would be a top national priority. Five years after the FDA approved PrEP for reducing the risk of sexually acquired infection. One year after my first Grindr hookup.
This is a film about queer rituals. This is a film about grappling with gay shame. And this is a film about a man who is terrified of winding up alone, but on some level thinks he deserves to be.
I feel very lucky (and terrified) to have so many of my own demons on display in this work - it has been more personal, therapeutic and creatively fulfilling than I could have ever imagined. I’ll always be grateful to my remarkable cast and crew, who stomped into Scranton, PA with me the week after the election, when the world suddenly felt so unfamiliar, and carved out a space for this fierce little film.